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Stranger in the Mirror
The just isn’t me. Oh sure…it LOOKS like me but I’m not falling for it. This person who has to be tricked into thinking there is something to get out of bed for every morning is not the same person...
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Top Ten List…Note to Self.
As I drag my sorry butt through life right now, waiting ever so impatiently for the new medication to kick in, I am quickly becoming my own worst enemy. The constant chatter in my head of what a...
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Not Packing My Bags Just Yet.
I was recently watching a movie set in London and although I’ve been there twice before, I’d very much love to go back. I mentioned this to my partner who whole heartedly agreed. “I love London” she...
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Starting From Scratch.
Given my present situation (I like that word a lot better than “condition”) I’m struggling to come up with anything worth posting that may be of particular interest to anyone. I’ve been med free for a...
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An Uphill Battle.
I haven’t posted anything for a while mostly due to the fact that I have nothing good to say and I’m tired of perseverating on the bad. The most recent medication did not go well and caused a...
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ECT…OMG.
It was inevitable I guess. After so many trial and errors with medication, it was no longer possible to avoid the elephant in the room. I was not responding to medication and this was the next logical...
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Here We Go.
My ETC has been delayed long enough and it’s time to get started. My dad is still in the hospital but is stable and now awaiting placement at a long tern care facility. There is nothing urgent for me...
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ECT: Day One
Well I think the worst part of my first ECT treatment was having to get up at 5 a.m. but we made it there with time to spare. Once I was prepped, I was brought to the recovery room and just as I was...
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ECT…Treatment #3.
I don’t know if I would have gone ahead with ECT if I knew what I was in for. It’s not fun and takes forever to show results. I’ve only have three treatments but it feels more like twenty and the...
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At a Distance
It’s sort of like being invisible. You’re in the middle of a world with it’s people going about their various routines and activities but somehow you’re not a part of it. You’re just observing all the...
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